Monday, August 20, 2018

the wounds
the hollows wont protect
neither the words

out on the rock
under the talons
and the heart
yet unharmed

going forward
for the past is green
memory that hurts
and clouds the day

we're alone 
and before




a rough hewn morning
sounding vowels
fleeing from symbols
to cloud the sky

i see mu
everything in the friend
in his dance
following his walks

lighting the projection box
unlocking the cinema

the film unreels
before the light
where is my seat
where do i sit

where is the bulb
this room, a house
the sky

waiting scared for the ambulance
and a trip line


Saturday, July 14, 2018

1970 lit a sign for the end of feudal cultism in america
after a brief but continuing enlightening

jim sat in the desert walking from school
zarathustra in the sand where ring tails scurried

an emptiness forced a whisper
i am a lizard's king, i could do anything

to noone
it was hot but he could feel a wind

on a road
under white necked birds of prey

you can carry all kinds of dope
pushed up in a sax


Wednesday, June 20, 2018

heat rose from the crushed rock road
where his fallen eyes dwindled into tiny holes
as my love exclaimed their exit

from a cinema shattering that morning
its film of our shared past & miracle friendship
with a script we could not frame otherwise

sitting alone now
pushing letters for empty books
whose reading does us little
and critique likely more

two lives ended that last night
begun with rum and wine
between islands of curved ecstasy
through morning pools of hue and hymn

until without stop
our morning’s boat roared 
toward a beach never reached

in a film these actors drew
of character against resignation,
ending in battle and joy
our unfailing strength

yet venture had not failed us
its loud heroism and finale
in flight, spinning and cheers
toward a call never forgotten

seated alone again
this master for a shelf
and reels never read

where there is no good night
for a fight that was good
i will not rest & do not sit
despite the dying
ever running for the light 



Friday, March 30, 2018

all the characters in & with,
faces and canals
my lungs, entrails &
hilly wrinkles above

my ears feeling waves
lens hair ankles
brushing earth
breast stirring wood
sphinx nosing over the nails

what a wonder

what a wish
bathing this spine
each night on stage
before the counters

Saturday, March 24, 2018

not honest work
lazily spinning symbols
free of thought

tedium eternum
semper somnia
escape from escape

this is a hard trough
ennui in bauder's lair

and this century ends early
not quick enough for management
season's over, no more tickets
leave please through the gates
your thoughts and concerns
will be disposed of properly
before the next show
























Sunday, February 25, 2018

where is my stream
how does it flow
is it me or even from me
should i care
should you
this dream

if over 
is it now
be clever

my bones, your bones
in this space reader 
where i am gone
you have me where you want me
for tearing and spitting
laughter and stare

what is this wrestle
my words, these bones
engaged in your eye

unless i seize the source
clew the lines
where is a me
should it matter 
when i go











Sunday, February 11, 2018


paper news typed
of a post print world
Heralding a desertion 
after a Tr(i)ump of the Mirrors
screening all, at all cost

when are the beats
following this line
juggling text with
scriptures of golden shebangs

riffing out packets
for drums and pupils
jellied on the waters
at take out
before the drain




Thursday, February 1, 2018

(t)ax day
and the thief with the (c)law
obliges a moon's time of my labor
to slay my neighbors

should i be murdered
stripped of my members
there will i be nowhere
like i am not now
expecting no demise
little surprised
by staying within



Wednesday, January 31, 2018

my high school car
any part of my life
replayed in video loads
my same town, same purchases
progressing in denial 
of my identity
presuming one i did not have

but a long remembering 
before death
when action is gnostalgia
as if daydreams 
were different from 
nightdreams

where behind the glass
what isn't artifice
is fake audience
controlling nonetheless
some intention
any "vision"

as if when i imagine more
i do it quicker
until its over