talking to myself for decades

maybe im talking to my nephew

who was born today

and will not know me now

eight and a half pounds

nicholson haircut

elfin chin

pissed off nose

whose heart got up

to leave

before scheduled

to catch up

to two blondes

attention sweets and fun

richer than ever

better lookin

than a boy should be

will they push him farther away

smoke the mirrors

or slip a chance

to figure it out

through denial

so back to chrysolas

braving tomorrow

with a suggestion

life can be a boat

steer where you can

enjoy the view

desperately

remember

were all here