but if you step out of

your species' learned pattern

senses change, values

necessarily your soul

but in perception

you become aware of everything

and the way the world is

you know there is a

reality universe everything eater

and its just beginning

and you know there is something

you're not supposed to do

something like madness

loss of direction

and if you do

it will be the end of a con

only you will hear

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

what to decide

what is growth

what does one learn

is the infant the body

what are we

an organizing pattern

of behaviour only

part self aware

ignorant of the whole

on repeat

we have followed astray

lapsed, shiny hollusions

universal yet insular

of our own ideation

that have windows

called music and art

and roofs like religion

so is not the door

yourself, the most certain

and chances are

when you get there

it knows

where to go

the pharoahs

didn't show their faces on their masks

they showed their souls for eternity

the proof they were human

their faces sneeze

could not show

and be god

79 took no picture of me

if a man can die by reading books

that is the mask of my radicalism

one of the essential

rarely reached peaks

of a human is deciding

if there is no explanation

for anything

it follows

there is no reason

for any particular explanation

except choice

and its limit

the future's

accidental data wash

removes choice

for eternity

it is possible always

you will cease so you do

if not already

or ever

datum

quanta

point

field.

this Self is never born, nor does it die, nor did anything spring from it.

This Ancient one is unborn, eternal,everlasting.

It is not even slain even though the body is slain.

revelation manifest

one frame of reference

we are mud pushing mud

on a dark heated rock in the middle

of EVERYWHERE

leaving the planet

means at best a new species

or dna thrown upward into chaos

JFK Fitzgerald responds

or we have a new species

smarter than whole flora

and fauna of prior organ(ism)s

which has extra angle

we do not

weaknesses, obvious strengths

but its adaptability

and ours

will make the difference

if any

the upanishads are a manual

set down by a fire

to the user of an operating system

which is becoming yours

your collective

the collective ignored

is telling you this is dangerous

but lies are deceiving your will

your days are as real

as your decisions and just as unstable

you cannot explain either

and find no answer from anyone

so you descend

species

parents

wills:

abilities:

term:

value:  $

it is not that I claim to be certain for you

but I must be certain for me

certainty being a delusion

a choice

cept after cept

the systemic push

is no to every line

may be a background program

to facilitate signal travel

writing as if the world were a computer

creating data

electric memory

m'rning walk thoughts

if you can read a book by two ways

as if a different person(s)

you can do it with life

so if a new voice speaks

how certain that it is you

like most categories

systems as a member

I think we are

severely imprisoned

so imprisoned that if true

all of us in unity

could not defeat

awareness of this

is their value humor?

perhaps you chose this life

your independent behaviour pattern

looked into a hole

and saw your life

and chose it as an experiment

signing up again

that would explain everything

amusement and loss of memory

totems make money on that

value pre arranged

in a data contest you lose

that is what you have entered

a novelty Hell

infinite circles

paradise squared

with a fall

but birds make do

those eon evo trails

backward connecting

to the other strains

you left a moment ago

feel  them

not with plastic

old  game pictures to

distract the monkey

dont do

stretch dance

vocalize

what birds do

your body  does

 

your soul the universe

is not dead

without doubt

shamed, defaced

whitened, painted

yet all awaits

a communion of saints

and you seek change

a tool technology was only

to master the rock

now the rock invites

and you shifting shade

in nine moons

ranged the fauna

but where do tools lead now

past life per se life

grow the soul

cut the angles

to meet every symbol

with whatever are

ego and whatnot