yellow shine

ages

china center

clean hair

the heights

here and there

in the valley

If no-one ever marries me--
And I don't see why they should,
For nurse says I am not pretty
And I'm seldom very good--


If no one ever marries me
I shan't mind very much;
I shall buy a squirrel in a cage,
And a little rabbit-hutch;


I shall have a cottage near a wood,
And a pony all my own,
And a little lamb, quite clean and tame,
That I can take to town;


And when I'm getting really old,
At twenty-eight or nine--
I shall buy a little orphan girl
And bring her up as mine.

                     laurence (1897)

rigorous riddles I have struggled with over decades

did he know what he would become after his death

I think he did

he lived life with the idea

we would all know

or he tried to

and fucked it all up

66

each unit

nerve centered

information clusters

strange instinct

to be superior

over the amsterdamned

indians were not

human enough

blacks suffered ignorance
three hundred years 

pity the alien we meet

no need to discuss mirror identity

too ugly

pink and gooey

sports celebrate body despite race

people cheer like animals

permit body control

we are just swells of a sea

growing about this world

but we can jump

all  beyond  precarious

high above

yet not know our body

is a brain

anything to mask

to never see a jelly body

a culture of distraction
commercial for the physique

sports dance fashion

body theatrics

drawings in cinema skulls

body murder

thinking is not all

body knows

older modes instincts

still taking over

 spider with a net
smaller brain

sleeping in the mud

Never let a computer take a part

it is magnet not material

melting minutinity
the mental product of billions 
 

legged pests swirled around his ankles

headache of six pills

white haspel suit reflection

thinking  sharply of a girl

the sand burning his feet

and the day ahead

money

he stopped thinking

The maserati was scratched

caked leather

sure he felt a part of everything

sure he was grateful to his parents

he blamed them less than god

or creation

whatever left him with these mistakes

Escaping by  liquid exit

into not nonfiction

not knowing enough

what others know not

Leafs on haydn

B fifth

in the bombing
a cheery anthem

for the islanders

or war in peace

by skip spence

ahhh

‘Death, the old captain’ is often helping to weigh anchor

Out of the combination between the conception

of possible alternative ways of salvation,

alternative cultural and social orders,

and the structuring of time dimensions,

there  emerged another element...

namely that of the utopian vision or visions,

of an alternative cultural and social order beyond any given place or time.

Such visions contain many  of the millenarian and revivalist elements which can be  found also in pagan religions, but they go beyond them by combining the elements with

a vision stressing the necessity to construct the mundane order

according to the precepts of the  higher one,

with the search for an alternative "better" order beyond any given time and place...

eisenstadt

series of revulsions

water in

one of many ponds

in the distance

but I am not deep

my mother

packed my organs

like a lunch

from her body

my first universe

til i saw across it

the moon

people who were never

right about anything

when to

how to

what language to

tagging along

bagging

my goodies

Terrorism   is not foreign.

It is a form   of bellig erence

used at hom  e.

If you accuse me of it

I will ask you what it is

and w alk a  free man.

An act of terrorism,

u sing   k - cups,

is a behaviou r

from   a m  indstate

we all occu py

reg  u  larly.

A  wa r on terrorism

is  terrorism

scaring the terrorist
thats you.

bloom

I know its cheap and sleazy

and costs a coffee

but if you don't have an iphone

get it

and get this app

Its at least

a distraction

and that's more than a mouthful
Idn't it lad ?